In a few days....

I've yet to mention this in my blog but in a few days time... we are going to grow from a family of 3 to a family of 4.

Through the 9 months of carrying baby junior, I've yet to mention him at all in the blog, perhaps the excitement may have dwindled having had the first but this doesn't mean that I love him any less. I'm really looking forward to the day you'll be out of my womb and into my arms where I'll be able to cradle you and shower you with lots of love.

I reckon having 1 kid and having 2 is rather different. Having 1 means that all attention can be focused on just that 1. Having 2 we'll have different issues to manage. I really do hope that Little R is prepared for his brother, so far we've been telling him positive things about having a brother and making him feel really good about being a big brother. He can't wait for the little one to come play with him his soccer ball.

Currently I do have some doubts if I can be a good mum to both equally. I've been so used to having just 1 little R and most of the time I'm exhausted already. Where am I going to find the energy for 2? However I know that a mother's love is the greatest in the whole wide world and I'll be able to handle it when the time comes. Just hope that neither will ever doubt my love for them.

With Love,
Mummy of Little R and Junior