A silly little thing..

I did a very silly thing yesterday. It was the first time in this pregnancy that I cried. I actually felt so upset that I cried. Looking back I don't even know why I would have cried. Afterall it was only over a piece of chocolate peanut donut.

When hubby mentioned that he'll be in phuket for a stop over and will be buying donuts, I did specially request for a chocolate peanut donut. I started thinking about it in the morning and even after dinner I was thinking about it already. Pregnancy makes once mind go a little ga-ga over food i guess. Been having all sorts of cravings but haven't really satisfied any of them. From Prata to Satay to Hokkien Mee and Horfun...... loads of other food but all I've been eating is bread and home cooked meals which is starting to taste rather bland. Because of my regular meals at mum's I don't get the chance to head out to buy nice stuff to eat. Instead I only can think of my cravings and tell myself its the pregnancy hormones only, I don't really have to eat it. All this while I've been suppressing my tastebuds till a point i guess my emotions started to take over tonight.

While Hubby went to take a shower, i decided to peek at the donut box. Opened it up and saw there was other types except for my chocolate peanut donut. I looked at a reciept that was on top of the box and there stated that among the lot that was bought (and distibuted) there were 2 chocolate peanut donuts that were purchase but why wasn't it in my box? Dissapointement started to sink in....

Me: Where's my chocolate peanut donut?
Hubby: In the box.
Me: Don't have.. you go and see..
Hubby: *takes a look* and say there this one (*pointing to a donut filled with cream and some nuts sprinkled on top*)
Me: Don't bluff me. That's not it.
Hubby: Oh no more already.
Me: But your reciept say you bought 2.
Hubby: Oh I must have given the wrong box to your mum.
Me: *super sad at this pt* You call her to ask her to reserve the donut for me.

Hubby calls mum only to find out that she has the same taste buds as me and has already consumed the donut. He hangs up the phone and tells me the bad news and I start to cry.

I felt really upset at this point as though the donut was really very important to make me happy for the day but I didn't get to eat it. I kicked up a fuss while he tried to coax me to eat another one. I said no I don't want... I was so upset that I became so hungry and tired. After about 15 mins I chose another donut to eat then went to sleep.. feeling so unloved and unimportant.